| i dont kno |
[Aug. 21st, 2006|03:16 pm] |
hey people..so0o yea..dont kno y im doin another entry..i guess im just really bored..errm..im also really upset..i just found out that the kid josh that i really really like broke up wit his girlfriend and already has a new one...errm..i dont if i can stand bein his friend i hate seein him wit other girls..o0owell..umm..so0o yea i got bak from lorie yesterday..we had so0o much fun!..wen my momma came to pick me up she brought rouger so0o he could meet his sister lexi..(lorie gotz a boxer puppy from the same breader)..so0o yea big tough rouger is really a scardy cat!..i think it was just cuz lexi wasnt fixed yet but he kept tryin to jup on me and i had to keep pickin him up because he was scared of her!..but my mom got a really good pick of me and lorie and the 2 pups together..its so0o cute except rouger is givin an evil look towards lexi..lmao..well just thought id update a little..comment please!..here are some lyrics of a song im listening to rite now..love u all!..o0o and yea i have a new userpic..its my myspace pic 2..i like it..lol..ok well buh byez for now love u all!
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Santa Clause is a fat bitch by Insane Clown Posse
Slay bells jingle-ling ring jing jingle-ling
horses, horses, horses, horses
Slay bells jingle-ling ring jing jingle-ling
(gunshot)
Santa Claus suck my balls Drunk as hell
ringing bells at the malls Dancer Prancer Nixon and Cupid
I'm a get stupid, ha ha ha,
eh I sat around all night under the chimney
Holdin my sack like gimme gimme
I know that he's commin he's commin he must Lookin up nuthin but rust, dust.
Turn on my TV the very next day
I see your gettin paid leaden the parade
I'm that sniper on the buildin
Listen to my nine go click,
Santa's a fat bitch
(2x) Santa Claus is a fat bitch
Santa Claus is a fat bitch
Another year and I aint get shit
Another year I aint get shit If I hear him land on my roof
Ohh my undertaker I'm a bust your ass in the too-hoo-hoo-hoo-hooth
Yeah I got somethin to say about St. Nick
Fuck that hoe he never brought shag shit No toys, candy canes, j
just a lump of coal,
So I eat it, cuz there ain't nuttin in the cupboard
So I'll be quick, quick and brief
All I need for Christmas is my two front teeth
I got mine kicked, kicked out my mouth
I need a few new ones could you help me out
Should of known I'd get the short end of the stick
No kinda gift, I didn't get shit. Some say
I was bad, but that wasn't it. It's all because,
(2x) Santa's a fat bitch
Santa Claus is a fat bitch
Santa fuck you cuz your a hoe
Another year and I ain't got shit
Another year I ain't get shit If I hear him land on my roof
I'm a bust your ass in the too-hoo-hoo-hoo-hooth "Oh-ho-ho don't go that way
Rudolf that's the ghetto ho-ho those
boys and girls don't deserve anything"
(in Background: Slay bells ringling jing jing jingle-ling horses, horses,
horses, horses) Santa Claus, Santa Claus, where you been?
I see you got cookies and milk on your chin
I guess you had time to collect your ends
You always been down for your rich friend
But Rudolf, he don't bring his slay my way
Nuthin but dirt and coal for little J
I guess you couldn't fit down my chimney shaft
You need to loose some of that fat ass, eh
All the little rich boys they gettin paid
Countin the toys and rockets they made. Me?
I got a little half little chunk of dog shit
I'm a kill that fat bitch, Santa Claus is a fat bitch
He ate too much
McDonalds Another year and I aint get shit
Mrs. Claus is a ho If I hear him land on my roof
Slice that bitch in the big red coat
I'm a bust your ass in the too-hoo-hoo-hoo-hooth
For the neighborhood
Christmas and everything's whack
Not a creature stirring but a fuckin rat
I aint hearin jingle bells I aint hearin nuttin
Aint smellin no turkey sure as hell aint no stuffin
All that I paid Wished and prayed
That fat mutha fucka would swing my way
Drop off soldiers and rubber balls But
I woke up and found some crusty old drawers
Just as I knew it shaft again, and again, and again,and again
Every year I wake up to the same old shit....house there be no sign of the fat bitch
(2x) Santa Claus is a fat bitch
Santa Claus is a fat bitch
(2x) Another year and I aint get shit
Another year I aint get shit
If I hear him land on my roof If I hear him land on my roof
I'm a bust your ass in the too-hoo-hoo-hoo-hooth
(2x) Santa Claus is a fat bitch
Santa Claus is a fat bitch
Another year and I aint get shit I aint ge-et shi-it
If I hear him land on my roof Ro-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoof
I'm a bust your ass in the too-hoo-hoo-hoo-hooth
(record scratching)
"He's got a fuzzy whit beard and a great big smile,
a bright red hat you can see for a mile,
a bag full of goodies and a great big grin,
hear comes Santa Claus again." |
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| so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o long ago |
[Aug. 4th, 2006|03:55 pm] |
hey everyone!...yesh i kno its been a long while since ive updated this..my last entry was b4 i went to las vegas!..wow alot has happened since then..i got to go to my friend lorie's for a 2nite sleepover and surprise sumtin bad happened!..i slid down a really steep and slippery hill..i broke my ankle in 2 places and i had to have surgery. they had to put 4 pins in 2 on each side and a plate on one side..i can walk now though thank god..so0o anywayz..sumtin that happened b4 i broke my ankle..me and brandie and brandon stayed after skool one day and we went behind where theres a swamp area..and she lit a lil fire on a cement wall..she figured it b safe..but i turned around and saw her lightin the fire and i told her to put it out so0o she went to put it out..but all of the sudden a huge gust of wind blew it over..it was really dry that day so0o the fire got so0o big..she soaked her sweater to try and put it out and even got burnt a lil..this is all the stuff i told the cops by the way..well ne wayz..we gotz suspended for 5 days she got 10 and the cop didnt listen to wat i said and he said that i said she ment to start it big and that she didnt even start it on a cement wall..i fuckin hate pigs..they piss me off to no end!..but ne wayz..me and brandie arnt aloud to hang out ne more which we hate!..but we had to go to court and she got off pretty good she only got 6 months probation and she has to take a fire starting class..but after 6 months we can hang again...thank god..cant wait for the 6 months to go by!..so0o yea..latly ive only been hanging wit my best bud josh and arri...i cant wait till september 7th!...ill b turnin 16!!!...sadly i cant go to hawaii bc of all the money spent wen i broke my ankle..but my rents r payin completly for drivers ed. im so0o excited bc i drive pretty well and now i can learn some more tips..o0o tuesday my dad is takin me josh arri doug and my grandfather campin..cant wait!..i love camping..its one thing i look forward to in the summer..lalala..well thats all for now i guess..ill try and update more..LOVE U ALL!
MUCH LOVE!
<3Pammi* heres some lyrics
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ICP ~ The Great Milenko!
"Serial slaughtering stranglers
Jugging Juggling juggalos
Folded, fat, floppy-tittied freaks
I C fuckin P's in the haugh"
Abracadabra boom shacka dae
I'm Violent J, and I'm back like a vertebrae
And I come with a hat full of tricks
Trunk full of Faygo, car full of fat chicks
Hahahahahahahaha, fuck you
Wicked clowns, we'd like to say what up to
The Cobra's, X-men, and Counts, and everybody with clown luv
Even sets I've never heard of
Roll into town, and out with the big top
Four cards down, and two more still to drop
And when it does, I pack up and hit the road
Cuz I don't wanna see your head explode
Toss me an axe, and I'll toss you a dead chicken
Add a buck, you get a two-liter with em
And when the genie says on with the show
It's hokus pokus jokers, Great Milenko.
Once again, the psychotic carnival creatures in the haugh
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Southwest slithering snakes of darkness come
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Shazam BAM, shocka locka lokey
Shaggy the clown back like scoliosis
Call me a psycho-skitso freak
And I'll call you by your name (dick-anus)
Cuz I can give two shits and a fuck
I bounce down Verner in a popcorn clown truck
I'm a circus ninja southwest voodoo wizard.
I grab your gizzard
Jump on the carpet, let's take a spin
Everybody's waitin for the show to begin
Up to the top, by the neck, and let you go
Try to land in a glass of Faygo
Uh, you suck, you missed the fuckin glass
Broken neck, and busted your fuckin ass
But the genie says on with the show
Hokus Pokus Jokers, Great Milenko.
What awaits you after death, rub the lamp and explore
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Enter Milenko's Fun House, walk right through the wretched hall
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
"Fuck em all, fuck em all
Clown dawg, freak dawg
Joker dawg, Milenko dawg"
Fidgets of joker's cards blasting in your mother's face
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Rude Boy and Chucky down wit the clown
First time we ever went to Mexican Town
I remember, we couldn't pay the bill, they got hot
And beat us down in the fuckin parking lot
Tall Jess, Jump Steady, and Nate the Mack
Tagged ICP by the train tracks
And it was on, the dawn of a new day
Magical carpets screaming down the freeway
Walked in a gypsy's tent with a food stamp
And walked out with a magical lamp, yeah
I met Milenko, he gave me 3 wishes
That night, I fucked 3 fat bitches
Then get the fuck with it, forget it
I'll rip your face off, and wipe my ass with it
When the genie says on with the show
Hokus pokus, jokers, Great Milenko
Climb aboard our magic train and join us inside
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Fifty-two villians, hammered town, the show must go on
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Giant ladies, bearded ladies, midget ladies, ladies!
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
Clowns of darkness and underneath them comes the cloud
Hokus pokus, joker's ride, come take a spin on a carnie ride
"Fuck dat!" |
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| HOLY SHIT IM EXCITED!! |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|09:17 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | las vegas baby!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  SO0O FUCKIN EXCITED!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | ICP ~ The Dating Game | ] |
hey people!..wats up its been far too long since ive updated..so0o much has happen since my last page...we switech to new semesters in school and im taking spanish nnow..i dont have ne of my friends in my new classes and that makes me u`ber sad! but ne whoz the title says HOLY SHIT IM EXCITED!! This is because february 26th to march 3rd im going to las vegas wit my friend arri!...her family is payin for everything!...of course im extremly nervous bc im deathly scared of flying but ill just latch on to arris arm...first time im gna b flying...first time im gna b leavin new england!..WOOT WOOT! im more excited than words can explain!...ok then sometime this summer like round july...my friend brandie's grandma is driving up here from georgia to come get brandie and a friend..guess who that friend is...ME! that should b fun appearently there are some fun ammusment parks that barley ne 1 kno about there...i am stooper ecited!...then instead of having a huge bash..my dad is flying me out to Hawaii for my 16th bday to see my brother gary and sister in law viki and my new nephew wich by the way im even more excited about..IM AN AUNT!..and i never thought gary would b the first to get married and have a kid...i thought kirk mite b the first to atleast have a kid..lol..*phew*...wow..i gotz lots of excitment and not enough energy to get it all out!..well i gtg ill leave you with some lyrics...lovez u all! tata for now!
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Insane Clown Posse ~ The Dating Game~
The Neden Game
Host: lets meet contestan number 1, he's a schizopherenic serial killer clown
who says women love his sexy smile. Let's find out if his charm will work on
Sharon. Sharon, what's your question?
Sharon: Contestant #1, i believe first impressions last forever. So lets
say you were to come over to my parent's house and have dinner with me and my
family, tell me what you'd do to make that first impression really stick.
Contestant #1: Let's see... well i'd have to think about it. I might show up in
a tux ha but i doubt it. I'd probably just show up naked like I always do, and
look your mama in the eye and tell her fuck you! Hurry up bitch i'm hungry, I
smell spaghetti, i pinch her limpy ass and tell her get the food ready. Your
dad would probably start trippin' and get me pissed, I'd have to walk up and
bust him in his fuckin' lip. It's dinner time, we're hearin' grace from your
mother i'd pull a forty out and pour some for your little brother. I'm steady
starin' at your sister, I'll tell you this, you know for only 13 she got some
big tits! After that, your dad would try to TRIP again, and only this time I'd
put the 40 to his chin. After your mom does the dishes and the silverware, I'd
DRY fuck her till i nut in my underwear...
(applause and laughter)
Host: Now lets meet Contestant number 2. He's a psychopathic deranged crackhead
freak who works for the dark carnival. He says women call him stretch nutz.
Sharon let's here your question.
Sharon: I like a man who's not afraid to show his true emotion, a man who
expresses himself in his own special way. Number 2, if you fell in love with
me, exactly how would you let me know?
Contestant #2: First thing, I could never love you. You sound like richy bitch
yo Fuck You! but if i did, I'd probably show you that i care by takin' all
these other mothafuckers outta here. I'd go through your phone book and wack
'em all, then find Contestant number 1 and break his fuckin jaw (what!?).
Anyone who looked at you would have to pay. I'd be blowin' fuckin nuggets off
all day. I'd grab your titties, and stretch 'em down past your waist, let 'em
go and watch 'em both spring up in your face. I'd sing love songs to ya the
best I can, get ya naked and hit it like a CAVE MAN! Then we go to the beach and
walk through the sand i throw a little in your face and say i'm just playin'.
as you spit it all out I rub your back and grab your underwear and wedge it up
your ass crack!
(applause and laughter)
Host: Well it sounds like Contestant number 2 is just overflowing with
sensitivity Sharon. It's a tough choice so far. Sharon lets have your last
question and see which one is gonna win the rights to your neden
Sharon: Ok, if we were at a dance club and you both noticed me at the same
time, tell me, how would you each get my attention and what would your pick up
line be? Whoever's the smoothest wins!!
C#1: Ok, first, I'd slide up to the bar and tell you that I can't believe how
fucking fat you are. I'd tell you that I like the way you make your titties
shake and if you lost a little weight you'd look like Rikki Lake
C#2: Fuck That! You'd be jackin' me quick. I'd order you a drink and stir it
with my dick, and then to get your attention in a crowded place, I'd simply
walk up and stick my nuts in your face.
C#1: Yeah freak her with your nuts yo that'll get her
C#2: Tell her that she's fat, yeah that'll work even better
C#1: Look, fuck you, i got a strong RAP shit you don't want Contestant number 2
he's mad whack, I walked into a bar and there he was, standing on a bucket
(uhhhh) tryin' to fuck it, it was a big fucking smelly ass farm LLAMA
C#2: Damn dawg!
C#1: How ya gonna dis your mama??
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*PAM*
P.S. ~ 4 all who read..leave a comment or sumtin! no one ever talks back to me!..LOVE U MOM, LOVE U KRIS, LOVE U GARY AND VIKI AND NICHOLAS! woot! |
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| HOLY SHIT IM EXCITED!! |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|09:02 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | las vegas baby!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | SO0O FUCKIN EXCITED!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | ICP ~ The Dating Game | ] |
hey people!..wats up its been far too long since ive updated..so0o much has happen since my last page...we switech to new semesters in school and im taking spanish nnow..i dont have ne of my friends in my new classes and that makes me u`ber sad! but ne whoz the title says HOLY SHIT IM EXCITED!! This is because february 26th to march 3rd im going to las vegas wit my friend arri!...her family is payin for everything!...of course im extremly nervous bc im deathly scared of flying but ill just latch on to arris arm...first time im gna b flying...first time im gna b leavin new england!..WOOT WOOT! im more excited than words can explain!...ok then sometime this summer like round july...my friend brandie's grandma is driving up here from georgia to come get brandie and a friend..guess who that friend is...ME! that should b fun appearently there are some fun ammusment parks that barley ne 1 kno about there...i am stooper ecited!...then instead of having a huge bash..my dad is flying me out to Hawaii for my 16th bday to see my brother gary and sister in law viki and my new nephew wich by the way im even more excited about..IM AN AUNT!..and i never thought gary would b the first to get married and have a kid...i thought kirk mite b the first to atleast have a kid..lol..*phew*...wow..i gotz lots of excitment and not enough energy to get it all out!..well i gtg ill leave you with some lyrics...lovez u all! tata for now!
*PAM*
P.S. ~ 4 all who read..leave a comment or sumtin! no one ever talks back to me!..LOVE U MOM, LOVE U KRIS, LOVE U GARY AND VIKI AND NICHOLAS! woot! |
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| ahhh..the library! |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|07:27 pm] |
So0o..yea i kno its been a while since ive updated my LJ..but ive been busy. Today..i was at home all toasty warm watching Revenge of the Sith, when arri calls up asking if i would go to the library wit her to see her boyfriend and work on a project. (for those who dont kno its pouring rain!)...o0o well ne whoz..i said ok because of my project..and it could be fun....but thing is..we had to walk...rarg...we got spalshed by cars..soaked by rain and cold from the wind...by the time we got to the library...her boyfriend had to leave and the books we needed were out! The computers were being used and we had to wait a whole hour!...it sucked big monkey balls...but it was worth it...we got some research done...but yes..now how i love the library!!..lol...o0o well its ok now im dry and warm...well i have to go..more work to do before my madre' comes to pick us up...for all who read..ttyal!..love u! buh byez!P.S.sorry...can't open more then 1 webpage so0o i cant get any lyrics to put this time...well goodnite! |
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| Been a long time.. |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|04:18 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | blow me! | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  its so0o cold in my house!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | INSANE CLOWN POSSE ~ RAINBOWS AND STUFF | ] |
hey ppls wats up!?..its been so0o long since i updated this...im sry..its just ive been so0o busy latly...om on sunday me brandon arri and brandie went to shaws. Arrie was wearing a black hooded cape and i was carrying a colorgaurd flag around. (if u were there it would seem funnier) we went up and down ever aisle wit me running behind arri waving the flag and arri yelling "to the bat mobile robbin!" so0o many people were laughing!..and then we went outside for like an hour we stared at ppl that walked by and made funni faces. Then they started closing up and we went by the door were the maneger we dont like came to lock it. The door opened even after he locked it several times because we stood infront of the sensor. He we still laughing but obviously getting annoyed.(Keep in mind at first we didnt kno there was a sensor so0o we thought we were majical..lmao) ne who..so0o yea..that was our sunday nite..it was so0o fun!...and then me and brandie slep over arri's because we had no skool the next day...so0o that was fun..and then monday nite i selp over arri's bc her rents didnt mind and neither did mine...we planned her halloween party all nite which by the way is gna b awsome! Theres over 50 games 20 movies and 25 ppl coming..and LOTE OF FOOD!!...lmao..yay!..well i gtg..here are some lyrics from one of my new favorite songs!
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*INSANE CLOWN POSSE: RAINBOWS AND STUFF*
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[violent j]
This goes out to that special someone in my life
Oh we all have somebody special, this is for them
I like ice cream, cherry pie
And lemon aid with summer freeze
I like rainbows, leafy trails
And puppy dogs with bumble bees
I like cotton candy gum
And bumper cars at carnivals
Golden skies and hazel eyes
And sand in-between my toes...but
(chorus)
Somethin’ tells me that I hate you!
Somethin’ tells me I must kill you!
[shaggy 2 dope]
You ain’t shit but a sluty ass motherfucking slut you fucking whore!
I fucking hate you!
[violent j]
I like birthday candle cakes, and titty shakes with silicone
Secret whispers and delok sisters
And apple dips, ginger bread homes
Faking chills they give me thrills
And nyquil pills they make me smile
Hershey kisses and happinesses
Something so blessin’ yet all the while
(chorus)
[shaggy 2 dope]
Suck my fucking dick, fuck off
Go fuck yourself you funky ass little biotch!
I’ll, i’ll, I’ll fucking pinch your nipples shut
[violent j]
I like shaggy he’s my friend
I like his mom she nice to me
[shaggy 2 dope]
Thank you j, I like you too
[violent j]
Oh well, it’s okay we’re family
Ravor chicks and kun fu flicks
And sugar sticks like lollipop (popping sound)
All these things have famous brings
But my hatred for you don’t stop...bitch
(chorus 2x)
[*shaggy yelling*]
Biaaaatchhhhh, I fucking hate youuuuu
I fucking kill youuuuuu, you scary biiiiitch... |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 20th, 2005|03:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Crossfade: cold | ] |
hey ppl guess wat...i got to talk to my best bud anthony for the first time in months!!..yay!..lol FRIDAY!! HELL YEA BITCHES!...ppl i kno kno wat i mean!!..hahaha..wow its been a while since ive been on the comp...i really dont have much to say so0o ill just leave u wit a song..or sumtin..luv ya everyone!..buh bye
Crossfade: Cold
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 4th, 2005|07:38 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  HEHEHE...OOPS CAPS IS STILL ON | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | CRADLE OF FILTH ~ NYMPHETAMINE | ] |
hey ppls wats up..ok so0o 2day in home ec we made our bread..lmao..Joelle Angela and Vanessa left it in there 2 long..lmao..the over caught on fire...lmao...hahahaha..holy shit it was so0o fricken funny! omg this morning pissed me off so0o bad...my bag flung open and fuckin everything came out and i lost 2 h.w papers and got bitched at..waa...lmao..ne who..cant wait till next week!!..maine!!..yay!!..lol..ne who..well gtg my mom wants to get on the comp..tte1l!!...o0o uhh Brandon and Nicole wen u read this (and i kno u will)..lol...just wna say HI!! and im sry bout ur comp..ok..buh bye ppls luv ya!..here some music!!
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NYMPHETAMINE by CRADLE OF FILTH
Laid to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A "V" of black swans
On with hope to the grave
And though Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain....
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
On the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission
None better...
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.
Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl.
Wicked with your charm
I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest
Were whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt...
(keeping Sodom at at bay)
Fold to my arms
Hold their message away
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
On the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission
None better...
Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.
Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl. |
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| Green Day Concert!! |
[May. 1st, 2005|08:48 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  my dad is fuckin pissin me off | ] |
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| | HELANA ~ MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE | ] |
hey ppls..wats up?..nuttin here...omg..this vaca was the fuckin best...i got to sleep in till like 2:00pm everyday and on friday i went to the Green Day concert..holy shit it was the best!..i had so0o much fun it was fuckin awsome..My Chemical Romance opened for them so0o that made it better then great! and Billie Joe(who is so0o hott) showed his ass to the whole place..it was nice..lmao..i gots a kool shirt and the ticket so0o thats good enough for me...i dont wna go to skool 2marrow..damn it..skool is gna ruin my life..lol..not really..prob make it better but w.e..o0o well..gtg..heres some music..luv u all buh bye!
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*HELANA BY: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE*
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Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And what's the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stain
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
do we deserve,
to leave this earth,
we'll meet again,
When both our cars collide?
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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| | haha..this is so0o funni! | ] |
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| | I'm Not Ok ~ My CHemical Romance | ] |
hey ppl wats up...so0o yesterday was the first day of vaca and im already fuckin bored as all hell!..lol..i wonder wat summer vaca is gna b like..ne who..yesterday i went to the skate park for a while..hung out wit brandie..then i went to my big sisters house and walked her dog wit her..damn did that dog have huge nipples..lmao..she just had puppies so0o i guess thats y...ne who..after that we went out to ruby tuesdays and then went to see FEVER PITCH..lmao..wicked funni movie..i suggest it if u want to laugh!...uhh 2day im taking my rents out to dinner and a movie as a treat bc my mommi got me greenday tickets for frieday nite!...yay!..lol oops guess im thinkin of fries..*friday*..then 2marrow me and brandon r gna play wiffle ball wit my church..fun fun...after that...no clue wats gna happen..well gtg..tte1l!..luv u all buh byes!
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I'M NOT OK (I PROMISE) ~ MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay) |
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[Apr. 16th, 2005|07:16 pm] |
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| |  Don't kno if im hyper or calm! | ] |
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| | Say You Will- Wakefield | ] |
hey ppl wats up?..ntmh...just chillin wit my best bud brandon..we just went to the wooden park in marrimack and went to an island...it was so0o awsome...hmm wat else should i say...o0o hes sleepin over and were gna party..lol..not really just have a lot of food!! YUMMI!!!...ehh cant wait till frieday..hehe im thinkin of fries..lol friday** ummm...o0o yea bc april vaca starts!!..YAY!..so0o sick of skool..its fuckin boring...well here r some lyrics from 1 of my favorites songs!..lol
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SAY YOU WILL by Wakefield
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Say you will
Say you might
Could you stay a while
there is time
If I had known
I 'd be walking home alone
Please won't you just calm down
Maybe we can talk this out
You won't even hear my side of the story
It was a big mistake
I didnt mean to hesitate
My futures fallin in my hands
Why can't you understand?
Yeah
They're out to get me
You've got to believe me
Say you will
Say you might
But please dont say goodbye tonight
Cause I had planned
That you try
Change your mind
Could you stay a while
There is time
If I had known
I'd be walking home alone
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Does it have to be like this
Now please take this off my ribs
We'll make believe this never happened
Let it go it's in the past
Stop looking at me with those eyes
Acting like you're so surprised
What else can i possibly say
She had it coming anyway
Yeah
They're out to get me
You've got untie me
Say you will
Say you might
But please dont say goodbye tonight
Cause I had planned
That you try
Change your mind
Could you stay a while
There is time
If I had known
I'd be walking home alone
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Say you will
Say you might
But please dont say goodbye tonight
Cause I had planned
That you try
Change your mind
Could you stay a while
There is time
If I had known
I'd be walking home alone
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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| |  energetic | ] |
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| | Actress, Modle, Dancer- UnwrittenLaw | ] |
hey wats up everyone!?..omg yesterday was so0o scary..me and a friend were havin some candie..lol for all who kno me knows wat that is..but ne wayz...WOOT WOOT!..lol as nicole always says!...ne wayz uhh and 2 cops came and we had the candie in our mouths..it was so0o freaky the piggies were followin us!..buty it was funni..ne who...mm not much else to say im gna b goin to the mall wit my best bud brandon...so0o ttyal!..luv u all buh byez!! |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|04:23 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | Last Resort- Papa Roach | ] |
this is my first live journal and im gna let nicole put something she wants because i dont kno wat to say!
Um add her to ur friends list chicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa haha!
*Last Resort*
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Chorus:
Cause I'm losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
To live was too late, and I was empty within
Hungry
Feedin off chaos and livin in sin
Downward spiral
Where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching
To find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Chorus
Nothing's all right
Nothing is fine
I'm runnin and I'm cryin
I'm cryin, I'm cryin, I'm cryin, I'm cryin
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Chorus
Nothing's all right
Nothing is fine
I'm runnin and I'm cryin
I CAN'T GO ON LIVING THIS WAY!!!!
Can't go on living this way
Nothing's all..........RIGHT! |
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